time 3: plastic ego 26.I.1998 - 29.I.1998 - 02.II.1998 navy works #4 ; special thanks to kincajou for the isdn cd _chre^1998_www.[noisemusic.org][bse.bg/people/stereoman] several people might think some of my music sounds too dark and depressed. infact this is the way you feel when you live in a place where you're surrounded with loads of bullshit all the time. people using you and not even paying respect because they care for you as long as they get what they want... and even then they don't give a damn if you are unable to do certain things. you're superman. you can, you must! the impossible exists indeed... this amount of crap might seem really impossible but it is a reality. this is how you choose to rely on your friends... and they seem to have been enchanced by the magic of the internet and don't care to show their noses outside... everyone who you care for is either too busy or it's just that the weather is too shitful for going outside. and this ugly coldness that you feel all the time... your head and legs hurt but noone seems to care... the isolation... you don't know what's going on "outside" even if you have the chance to know, you're just too tired to care... so you find yourself alone with your luck, fighting with the fate.. headphones and loneliness become your best friends, along with the darkblue clothes you have to wear... ...and just when you think a good thing has happened to you, something twice as bad happens to proove you're wrong... and you seem to hate the whole world, trust nobody... ...and the time passes by... long months which seem short when you look back in the days..... .stereoman/noise/1998 - the aid to get you sleepy. greets: dune, terpospaw, stote and the rest of the noise crew. thefear, all ambient lovers... special thanks to harry and astradyne of noise for the samples i've used here. this is maybe my favourite drum kit. the rest is white hiss. until the winter comes to its end.